Epilogue


I wrote down a few parts of my life and my development, which had all to do with my life as it is and my quest to obtain more out of it. I could not write everything, as it would have been much too much for one book.

Every person owns a great piece of spirituality. One develops it and another one does not. My development was a result of “coincidences” that happened in my life, but also from tough lessons that life brought me. Those lessons were not easy and I still have to fight every day to keep my head high. Finally, it made me who I am, a person with a lot of sadness, joy, but above all appreciation and optimism for life. When there are no great things within your reach, the more you will appreciate the little things such as friendship through thick and thin, with whom you can talk if you are having a hard time and where you can find a shoulder to cry on.

There are only a few, but I am very pleased that they are here. I am very grateful to those friends, that they take me as I am and that they accept that I am a blabber, which is not always easy for everybody. That they take me with the confrontations that I have with them, and thankful for the confrontations they have with me. I do not only look at another, but I also look at myself to see whether I am doing the right thing. I am analytical in the level of feelings. When I have given a consultation, I check if everything is OK and if I did not forget something. That is a piece of the responsibility that you will have to take.

The spiritual path, of course, has not only good things. There are also lesser things that may hurt you, because you are close to people in your vicinity.

My materialistic life was not on a bed of roses. It was full of thorns, but every time I pricked myself I tried to soften the pain by liking myself. It was not always easy, but I managed. If you have a lesser period, than try to pay attention to the nice things that life brings you, and you will see that there are many. Do not feel self-pity, but draw force from what went wrong, in order to work on a full existence.

With all the sorrow and pain in my life, I still found the power to be who I am and to get a little bit more out of it. You can make yourself sick by staying depressed if something goes wrong. But you can also cure yourself by using your shoulders and go for it for hundred percent. It is important to keep smiling, how painful the situation may be.

Keep loving people even though when they do not meet your expectations. You will find the right people at the right place in the right time, and they will help you with your development, conscious or unconscious. Appreciate the life you live. It all happens with a reason, just be you in that respect.

Fight for what you are worth, and that is a lot. Nobody is like you; we are all different people with different expectations, wishes and dreams. Respect it from one another and discover how far you can go without losing yourself. Look at life as a challenge and a victory that you gained. We are nothing more and nothing less than anyone else. We are we.

In the meantime, I began to appreciate myself for who I am and what I do. I give courses and workshops playing cards, psychometrics and intuitive development. On a regular basis I organise meditation evenings and for relaxation I give energy massage. I am trying to find my way in mourning and yoga techniques. I do consultations as well and I work as a stress control-, counselling- and hypnotherapist. This has all enriched my life so enormously, that I am grateful that I am permitted to live this life and to love it. I hope that every man on earth can live his life like I do, with everything that gives you satisfaction in a good health and full of love and joy.

Love yourself until the bitter end and I love you.





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