» Preface
Preface When I was young I already was confronted with several coincidences in my life. These coincidences especially had to do with things I saw happen before they really happened. Seeing someone die beforehand, knowing the phone will ring in advance, it all happened to me still being a little girl. My parents, like most parents in those days, ...

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» 1 Birth
1. Birth I was born May 5th, 1960 in the South of Rotterdam. Ever since my childhood I have seen all kind of things that were not there. I saw them but nobody else did. From those days I can remember seeing many strange people in my room who vanished in a spotlight the moment I cried for my mom or dad. They always thought I had a nightmare and ...

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» 2 How it went on
2. How it went on When you are young years are passing by slowly. You would like to be 18 years or older and have children like in a real maiden dream. At the age of ten we moved to a suburb of Rotterdam with more green and a cleaner neighbourhood. My father, who started his career as a sailor and later as a dockworker, changed his job for a ...

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» 2 How it went on part 2
In the second class I found myself in hospital. I had a swelling under my ear that had to be removed. It was there for a long time but now it became inflamed. I still wonder whether they knew what it was exactly. They cut it open, removed the swelling and stitched it up. As I had to stay in hospital a couple of days, they took out my tonsils at the ...

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» 2 how it went on part 3
As soon as I was dismissed from hospital I gave her a ring. Her husband answered the phone and he told me that his wide died four days ago and was cremated a few hours ago. For the first time ever I did not know what to say. Again my premonition came true, in this case unfortunately because it felt as if I lost a little piece of my own soul. The time ...

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» 3 After school
3. After school As it was not possible to change school, I decided not to go to school at all. Of course my parents wanted me to look for a job and so I did. I found a job for a few days a week at a very low pay in a cigar shop in the precinct in our neighbourhood. I felt as happy as Larry as I earned my first money at the age of only thirteen. ...

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» 4 The new challenge and death
4. The new challenge and death I found my new challenge within one week on the College of Technology, The Academy for Expressive Arts and the School for Music. I worked there in the canteen and I had to supply meals to the university lecturers and students. As I wrote down before, I always wanted to go to the Academy for Expressive Arts or the ...

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» 5 After the loss
5. After the loss The day of the cremation came and everybody was sad. I decided not to go the crematorium, but to stay in the house of my grandparents to prepare bread and coffee. The car with the corps and some funeral cars arrived and everybody went outside. I had a quick look at the autocade and in my thoughts I wished him a good journey and ...

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» 6. Peace was hard to find
6. Peace was hard to find After this experience with my grandfather, of which I knew it would not end here, peace came back in my life. He also needed time to recover and to do the things he had to do. Spirituality was simmering as the children grew up and needed attention. This time had his amusing and less funny moments, but when it all becomes ...

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» 7. A new start in a new environment
7. A new start in a new environment Our next house was new housing. At first, I was pleased but on the other hand, it was not my choice. Everything was better than where we came from, so what more could we want? The first days I went there to clean were a relief. As soon as I opened the door, I sat down on the concrete floor to drink a cup of ...

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» 7. A new start in a new environment part 2
She advised me to write a little note telling them to leave my son alone. Then I had to put that note under my pillow. That was the best advice I have ever had. It really worked and from that moment on, he did not have any bad dreams, nor did he see the girl with the tresses. Peace came back in our home but the door of my bedroom had to stay closed ...

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» 8. Looking for balance
8. Looking for balance It was my intention to bring back the balance in my life and to hold it. I did not yet know how, but one thing was sure, it was going to happen. I started to visit some meetings again just to see how others handled it. Immediately, all the pain and sorrow came back, but now I knew right away that I could do something about ...

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» 9. To hold and to release again
9. To hold and to release again After I had discovered the golden coat, a beautiful time began. I could really touch someone without feeling exactly what bothered him or her and that was luxury. I am a woman who loves to cuddle, but I always curbed myself. When someone was in pain, I got it as well, only I could hardly get rid of it. Therefore ...

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» 10. Search for more
10. Search for more When I was busy with energy more and more, I discovered some things that I did not like. During an energy treatment I fell myself getting empty, it was as if all the energy flew out of me. I looked like a faucet that needed a new washer to stop the dripping. I was not wearing real warm clothes, but I had to take some off to ...

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» 11. The cards
11. The cards One day I was shopping somewhere in a town with a friend of mine. We were so busy talking that I did not pay attention very well. Suddenly I stopped and said: “I’m sorry, but I have to go back to that shop.” My friend, who knew me very well, still looked a little surprised. I walked back to the shop and told the shop assistant: “I ...

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» 12. The desire for more
12. The desire for more The brochure about gems made me decide to choose myself a beautiful stone, a dark amethyst that I still carry with me every day. Not for its functioning, but more for the protection that I would need whenever I was going to be engrossed in the spiritual world that belonged with my life. Instinctively I knew that these ...

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» 13. Still not perfect
13. Still not perfect After the Reiki initiations my picture was not yet complete, so I continued my quest. I wondered whether this satisfaction would still come in this life, because I had the idea that I spent more time searching then I did on real life. I got more and more associated with the cards and I wondered if I could get more out of ...

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» 14. In search for the needs of life
14. In search for the needs of life I often asked myself about the needs in my life and it took some time before I found out. My life has not been very easy and it still was not complete. As every human being I needed love, unconditional love in which you can be yourself. More and more people whom I fell affinity for came into my life, but finally ...

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» 15. The promise
15. The promise After my years of searching and the experiences I have gained, I knew that my priorities were with psychometrics and playing cards. Working with energy was beautiful too, but not on top of the list of my favourite things. When somebody is ill and has a lack of energy, I do not mind trying to help him to relieve the pain and replenish ...

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» 16. Further on
16. Further on I went on with my life and my spiritual development. In a brochure I saw all kind of pendulums. I went to the shop to buy one. For economic reasons I chose a small brass one and full of proud I went home. At home I immediately cleaned my pendulum with flowing water, as I wanted to try it right away. I asked whether I could ask ...

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» 17. The decision
17. The decision One day, when I was playing cards again, I made the decision to start several courses. Not only to teach people, but also to learn from them. Every person is unique and can give you a piece of understanding. There is nothing more beautiful than to be able to give a piece of experience from yourself. And in return you get a piece ...

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» 18. Meditation I: relaxation
18. Meditation I: relaxation Play a soft music and if you like it, light an incense stick. Make yourself comfortable and be sure that both your feet touch the ground and do not cross your arms and legs, in order not to cut yourself off. Take a deep breath through the belly, inhale through the nose and exhale through your mouth. Repeat it three ...

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» 19. Meditation II: To get in touch
19. Meditation II: To get in touch This meditation is meant to get in touch with your guide, diseased or still living relatives and friends who are far away. In this meditation you can go as far as you want to, but be sure to keep in touch with the ground, so after the meditation you can continue your day without having a headache. Sit down ...

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» 20. A piece of cleaning and protection
20. A piece of cleaning and protection When you are in a busy surrounding, you will be in touch with much different kind of energy. How often does it not happen that you are next to somebody and you spontaneously feel the shivers run down your spine? I don not mean to say that this person is “wrong”, but he has not the same energy vibration as ...

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» Epilogue
Epilogue I wrote down a few parts of my life and my development, which had all to do with my life as it is and my quest to obtain more out of it. I could not write everything, as it would have been much too much for one book. Every person owns a great piece of spirituality. One develops it and another one does not. My development was a result ...

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